Perfect

you are the insignificant air in my weary lungs,

you are the unnecessary blood in my filthy veins,

you are all of the componants consisting of my unimportant life,

you are everything that i have ever dreamed of,

you are everything that i have ever wanted,

you are pure perfection,

you are capable of murder with just one shimmering smile,

you kill with one glittering glance,

you stab me with your vicious voice,

i gave you the universe,

i let you posses my unworthy heart,

yet it was never enough,

i was not suitable,

you will never be mine,

to you i am nothing but a waste of space.

Faith

Accumulate,

then abnegate,

acerbate,

just to abate,

why do it?

Its not too late,

Start again,

With a new slate,

Have some faith,

In all that you hate.

as i wander down this lonely hall,

numerous memories make me fall,

i look around and see this place,

that always held a smiling face,

but there was one face that was always sad,

the smallest things would make him mad,

he rarely spoke to anyone,

you never knew that he craved attention from someone,

no one took the time to see,

what this boy could really be,

the things that he feared,

were your laughs and jeers,

yet you never took the time to care,

because you were more worried about your hair,

he never mattered to you,

you never cared that he was blue,

look around and open your eyes,

open your heart and open your mind,

but he was *too different* from you,

and he quickly ran out of things to do,

you do not care, you never did,

he was nothing but the unknown kid,

he sat alone in class and at lunch,

your vicious words cut deep in his heart, because of you, his thin self-esteem was crunched,

his heart was shattered with your shower of insults,

the torment stabbed brutally leaving him with no one to talk to,

you never understood that he envied you,

every word that you spoke so perfectly,

you never gave him a chance, you could not see what could be,

these halls are empty, creepy and quiet,

all because yeasterday the unknown kid broke his silence,

at 11:04 he began to shout,

by 11:07 shots rang out,

at 11:10 he told you how you made him feel,

he let you know that he was real,

by 11:16 you were slowly dying,

while he stood over you hysterically crying,

he informed you of how you made him suffer,

you were not aware of it, but you were his only friend,

and you will remember him until the end,

admired from afar, yet you never noticed,

all because you do not care and you never did,

but you will never forget the unknown kid